I have never been afraid to write a blog post before, however this experience kept me quiet for a few weeks. Now a month later I am ready to tell the tale.
I was at the home in Bellingham and had met the first two ghosts but not yet located the violent scary ghost who the home owners were afraid of. I knew that this earthbound spirit was attached to the husband as he was he one who didn't want me to come.
When I was making plans to come over the wife said that her husband did not want me to come over because me being there would make everything worse. I told her that the main person who a ghost is attached too always says this to me when I am making plans to come over. The person feels this way because the earthbound spirit is literally attached to their energy-field threatening them that if I come over they will make everything worse.
I then asked her the typical symptoms of ghost attachment. I asked her if her husband was plagued by anxiety, stress, feeling depressed and bad about himself? Was he isolating himself and sleeping a lot or having insomnia, losing or gaining a lot of weight? She said that he was having a really hard time.
The husband was in the basement, when I opened the basement door I was hit in the chest by a toxic thick dark energy that felt like someone screaming into my face. I couldn't breathe for a moment and had to close the door and regroup. I went down stairs with the homeowner and when she opened the door to the basement play room I felt a strong very confident angry and dangerous energy staring my down. I felt like I had walked into a crazy gang leader's den and he was basically pointing a gun in my face.
The earthbound spirit didn't look like a crazy wild eyed gang banger but his energy felt like, like I was in his territory and I was going to be sorry. When I walked in the ghost said,
"These people belong to me. You need to leave."
As he said this I felt that if I didn't leave he would basically kill me. I felt chills run through out my body and I was seriously freaked out. I didn't tell the homeowner exactly the truth because he was very scary and she had to live with him.
I shook it off and met the husband and tried to have small talk as I was being glared at with the wild eyed hatred by the spirit. The dad left and I approached the spirit. I met his challenge walked right into his energy and approached him with love. I tried to hold my own energy near him.
His energy became like a horizontal wall of chaotic energy. Like when old TV's used to static. Usually an earthbound spirit feels a vertical pillar of cool moist energy blowing up from the floor. I had never felt a ghost do this before. I could still kind of read him.
I felt a handsome, very fit, white man in his 30's. I felt like he was tall and had big muscles. He was the ex-husband of the home owner's relative, cousin, or second cousin, not as close as sister. This ghost beat his wife when he was alive. I saw restraining orders and she was afraid that he could kill her. That's how he controlled her. He was at the home owner's house because she was one of the few people in his life that he could share his pain with. Under this big bully exterior he was very insecure and sad. He had a lot of childhood trauma and pain.
The home owner verified a lot of this, but her cousin never told her how bad the abuse really was. I didn't elaborate either. As I was talking I felt the energy whipping in a chaotic frenzy around my back. I felt that he was very insecure and scared in his life. The only way he knew to feel safe was to feel powerful, he only felt powerful when was envied or fear by others.
He had a great job, nice car, he always put on a great facade of a confident strong successful man. Inside he hated himself and everything was a lie. He died suddenly. I felt like he was alive and then the next second he was dead. Some kind of accident, but not like a car accident. But just as senseless and quick. The home owner said that he died of a heart attack because of drugs. The second she said this I got a hit that he took steroids and mixed the dose together with another kind of enhancement drug and gave himself a heart attack. One minute he was the picture of health then he was dead.
As I was talking I felt almost like he was trying to beat me up. I felt cold pressure on my right shoulder, right elbow, and last two fingers on my right hand. I also felt like a spear, like a tribal spear was pushed through my breast bone. I could feel the spear (energetically) sticking out of my shirt. This was invisible, but I couldn't breath and I felt a lot of pain. Then my ribs felt like they were being crushed. I knew in my mind that this pain was not real, but the symptoms felt real. I took deep breaths and reminded myself that the ghost was just trying to scare me and he had no body to actually beat me up or kill me. The home owner was facing me about 5 feet away and I didn't want to freak her out so I remained calm.
Then something happened that I will never forget. What felt exactly like a human hand swept right across my stomach right over my belly button. This was not an energy, this was real. When I first felt the pressure, I looked down and saw my shirt move as if an invisible hand was moving across my stomach. I swear I saw it in slow motion. The second it stopped I looked up right at the home owner and said, "Did you see that!? He touched me! Did you see my shirt moving?"
I was trying not to scream as I had never felt a ghost touch me like a human being before. I honestly can not recall if she saw my shirt moving on it's own or not. All I now is that my hands were on my heart/chest and the home owner was across the room and their was no breeze, or pets, or anything but that angry ghost.
I didn't realize at the time what was happening so being as calm and possible I simply continued. The home owner wanted to know if he was her friend why did he hold her down and try to hurt her? This was the ghost that attacked her a few nights before.
He was mad at her and her husband for being alive. The moment the ghost died he lost everything that made him feel safe and powerful. As a ghost he only had his emotions and he suppressed his emotions when he was alive because he felt that they made him weak. As a ghost he couldn't make the living envy him, so he had to make them afraid, he learned how to manipulate energy so he could feel powerful again by bullying the home owner's husband and eventually her.
The she asked why he didn't simply go to heaven? He didn't go because even though he went to church and considered himself to be Christian, he didn't believe that God would forgive him. He thought that he would end up in hell for all of the bad things that he did to people during his life.
We even contacted his grandfather who was at the light in heaven to talk him into going to join him. His grandfather told us all about how the abuse cycle started with him. Sad story. His message was that God forgave him and now that he is in heaven he can see the error in his ways and he wanted desperately to to help his grandson come home to God. The ghost for a few minuted morphed into a little boy. I thought that we were making progress then he morphed back into an angry man and said that he thought I was a witch.
I was nervous to leave this ghost as he communicated to me that he was going to make the family pay for having me come over. I was honest with the home owner and asked her to please contact a very powerful shaman who I know to cleanse the house.
She promised and I left at 11:30pm. I spent 3 and a half hours I wanted to stay longer, but this was on a school night. In this home I had met and identified 4 spirits, was sure their was another one in the upstairs bathroom closet and perhaps one in the utility side of the basement as I felt a lot of energy over there. I was high on adrenaline and still pretty freaked out when I got into my car to drive home. I still felt goose bumps and my right arm was still freezing. As I mentioned before I also found April the ghost sitting in my passenger seat.
To Be Continued.