I should be bouncing for joy.
I should be performing cartwheels through the aisle of the study room.
I should be getting strange looks from people because my goofy grin falls to close to the line separating normal and abnormal.
Instead... I'm subdued on my first day with time to myself. From about 10AM to 2:30PM, I have no commitments on Tuesday and Friday. My emotions are cut short of full-blown joy as a mixture of guilt, anxiety, and stress coagulate my… Continue