Becoming Full Time Housewife/Mother: The Transition

A couple months ago, I have finally started living the role that I thought would not be playing so soon – a full time staying-at-home-wife (and soon-to-be Mom, for the time being). I knew that this phase will eventually happen to me but I thought it would come much later.

Another life transition for me.  
A little story about my dream
 
When I was younger, I have never envisaged the likelihood of assuming housewife title in my adult life. I was raised in an environment where married women with children somehow still managed to earn money and make significant financial contribution to their households while raising their children at the same time. My own grandmothers and mother are the perfect instances for this. I thought I could do the same.
My then grand visions (post-school graduation) were working in an office located in one of high-rise buildings in a metropolitan city, wearing business suit for work every day, doing OT as part of the job, travelling overseas for business trips, meeting high-profile individuals from around the world, becoming the company’s top performer, hitting my bonus target as often as I could, etc. Basically, leading eventful working life and becoming a true career woman, which I ultimately did when I lived in Singapore for 4 years. Married life and family life after marriage didn’t really come into the picture so vividly.
Who knew when I found my better half, I was willing to shatter all my dreams and voluntarily trade all the above to this entity called, (building) a family in a total new place? From a full time working executive in Singapore, I turned to a freelancer in Malaysia (when I first moved here until recently) and now slowly adjusting my life to fit a role as a full-time staying-at-home-wife and mother when my baby arrives.
Why becoming a stay-at-home- wife/mother?
 
My decision to becoming a full time housewife is a well thought and discussed choice. Other than the fact that it is challenging for me to find a suitable full-time job in a place where I reside now and working in an office out of town every day is out of question; my husband and I agree that we both want to be around our child as much as possible after she is born. I understand that being good parents is not an easy job and there is undeniably a lot of learning for my husband and I to do, but I’d very much love to watch our baby grow up in my care, particularly during her pivotal first few years. 
We have alternatives to hire nanny’s or day care’s services out there to look after our baby, but we have ruled this option out. We could even probably ask our parents to raise our baby, like what many young working parents in the current economy view as the most feasible and safest option – so both parents can continue earn a living. However, I don’t really want to miss my baby’s development milestones and personally don’t quite like the latter idea of having our parents (i.e. my parents and/or my husband’s parents) taking up the role as our child’s parents due to various reasons below.
  1. I think our parents have done their fair share in, to name a few, changing diapers, feeding babies, tending sick babies, checking in babies to clinics for their regular immunizations or enduring interrupted sleeps at night to calm crying babies - when they had us. Therefore, I consider it is only appropriate to let them enjoy their golden years by not doing those taxing child/baby-raising tasks in an extended period. I mean it is all right to rope in our parents' assistance to look after our child once in a while (and I am sure they’d be delighted to do it) but not every day, for few consecutive years.
  2. I want my child to have strong bond with us, her parents.
  3. I feel that the style and method in raising and educating children done by our parents’ generation maybe different from ours. This may promote unnecessary miscommunication or misunderstanding disputes between us and our parents – and we’d like to avoid those, especially since they are doing the favour in helping us raise our child.
  4. In most cases, I learnt that grandparents tend to over-spoil their grandchildren. This kind of upbringing can be quite a conflict of interest for me so I presume it’s better if my husband and I keep a healthy level of child spoiling business by raising our child on our own.

Another reason, my husband is not a believer in keeping a domestic helper in our home. He just doesn’t like the feeling of having a stranger stay in our home, with us. Hence, while one parent (husband) works hard to keep the household going, then the other parent (wife) has to do the job in raising the child and running the family’s home –  even though this path maybe monetarily burdening.
Once my baby grows a bit older, nonetheless, I still hope to take any freelance projects that I deem doable from being completed at home (like what I have been doing before) to keep my brain sharp, active and up-to-date.
What happens during the transition of becoming a stay-at-home- wife/mother?
 
Some popular beliefs say that it is easy to adapt to being a home full-time wife but actually I feel that it is not entirely true. I mean, yes, in the beginning everything was blissful as it felt like I was having a long holiday. I was freed from thinking about tomorrow’s work target, client’s reports and deadlines but after few weeks, the reality hit me. I am talking about new reality such as the following:
  • Much less income and no financial independence (for the woman). With full time job, clearly I did not have to worry about receiving steady income. With part-time job, although I could not ensure getting my payment regularly, I still earned my own money somehow. With no job at all, I receive nothing and have to try not to touch my personal savings, unless for emergencies.
  • No more luxury. I can’t do crazy impulsive shopping spree any more. I am not supposed to be so picky in eating my favourite food outside either. Since I currently still live with the in-laws, whatever my Mother-in-Law serves on the eating table, like it or not, I eat them.
  • Boredom. Suddenly, I have so much free time on my own now. After I am done with the house chores, I get to entertain myself doing all the stuff I enjoy such as blogging and baking. That’s why I have lots of baking posts in my blog these days. On some days, however, I get tired of dating myself all day long and don’t know what else I could do since my husband told me not to sweat about monetizing my hobbies at the moment.
  • Less confidence. Sometimes I feel insecure with how other people may view my current life as an unemployed woman, a full time housewife. I don’t know how much my own market worth should I get back to the working world in the near future. Am I wasting my double degree now?
  • Incomparable satisfaction in accomplishing day-to-day domesticity versus having a career outside. These two are not the same, apparently.
  • Paradigm shifts. I have to remind myself over and over again on why I am doing all this or living this current state of life. Yep, I am in practice of becoming a domestic goddess and trying to embrace my new status wholeheartedly.

What now?
 
Whilst waiting for our baby’s arrival in September, I try to soak every (boring and relaxing) moment I have now and treat this quiet period as a privilege for a pregnant woman. Sometimes I do miss my previous busy working life (and the receiving my routine salary part) but life has changed now as our family is expanding. Transition is always hard especially in the beginning but I will get past this as I know I’d be one busy woman again, receiving the unseen dollars as my monthly salary, once my little one has come to this world.
Another new chapter of life is indeed waiting for me. I am going with the flow.

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Comment by Christine Shuy on July 19, 2012 at 10:28am

Hi Ursula,

Thank you for your reading my post and kind thoughts. Really appreciate it :-)

Yes, the current transition is kind of hard as I have a lot of things going on in my mind at the moment but I am sure things will change as soon as hold my baby on my arms.

Thanks for sharing me your website, I am going to check that out very soon.

Cheers,

Christine

Comment by Ursula Tara Davis on July 19, 2012 at 9:36am

Hello Christine,

Your post really hit home...when I was faced with that same issue years ago, it's amazing to me the feelings and thoughts that go through your mind are the same for all women who has decided to make that transition.

This is what prompt me to write my book called "The Corporate Woman @ Home.Mom," I actually decided to leave my job and raise my daughters. The book share my experience of the transition as well as all the adjustments and the positives things you can look forward to while you are adjusting.

Check out the website:www.corporatewomanathome.com

A lot of women are face with the same dillema, but, you can never go wrong when deciding to do something that is really going to benefit your family. The key is to stay focused...and when your new baby arrives you will have plenty to do then...Lol

Very Good, honest, heart-felt post!!!

Ursula Tara Davis

www.corporatewomanathome.com

Comment by Christine Shuy on July 18, 2012 at 11:20pm

Thanks Sydney for the thoughts and advice! Yes, you are right - I need to find new mom community here ;-)

Comment by Sydney Proctor on July 18, 2012 at 11:14pm

So 20 years + of raising kids, knowing many moms, being a working single mom and a married SAHM I can offer you a little advice. The transition is a process, stepping out of the workplace is the first step but not the hardest. I remember thinking that the only adults I spoke too were the checkers at the grocery store when my kids were really young. There is a sense of isolation, especially with babies who are so needy and tiny. I would encourage you to find other new moms to befriend, especially if your husband is going to be working a lot to make up for the loss of income. Find a local "baby and me class", I know some Asian cultures don't believe in taking the babies out of the house for 100 days, even if your baby is housebound it would serve you well to get out for 30-60 minutes a day. Your in-laws won't spoil the baby too much in that time, when they are so small they will most likely hold them a lot, not necassarily a bad thing? Don't expect it to be an overnight thing, motherhood is great, but not every moment of motherhood is great so there will be days when you think, "what was I thinking when I thought I could DO this?" It will pass and you'll muddle through it. Welcome to the club!

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