So, only to me can this kind of week happen..What kind of week is that? Well, a week that is filled with sadness, excitement, prayer and pain killers..lol

Tomorrow is a day that I will soon not forget..at least once Im off the pain killers that is. Tomorrow is the day that my babies are being made. After 5 long years of marriage, a great one I may add, our babies are finally coming to this earth..in the form of tiny embroys in a petri dish! This summer has been so emotional..and then you add the death of my beautiful cousin..a super great friend is moving (this makes the 3rd to leave me 3 years in a row..applications for new best friend are now being taken!) and what seems like endless weeks of SHOTs..did I mention those shots were in my tummy? NO FUN!!

This week I have been filled with grief for Suzi, my cousin whom I just sat and ate with a month ago..was found dead on her honeymoon in Jamaica. Because of the baby thing here, I was unable to go to the funeral. Devestation and over whelming grief has surrounded me this week.

Shots? Well, come on...who likes shots? I dont think I have to go into that one much!

And now, tomorrow..the day my sweet little babies will be making their debut..one of my dearest friends is leaving. Thanks Kara! Seriously, Kara and I were meant to be best friends..and if we wrote a book about the stuff we have done this year..it would be a best seller. She is one of the most BA people I have ever known..we were truly partners in crime this year and I m so sad to see her go..I love her with all my heart and know that we will always be friends..But know this about her..if someone steals your candy bar..she WILL be there for you! So now, sadness surrounds me.

Then there is the babies...after a summer of looking foward to this day..I am now so terrified that I cant stand it. My aunt bought a baby onsie and I have sat and held that thing..picturing my baby..praying that God will allow everything to go RIGHT for us..even my hubby started breaking a little today when he saw it. This moment is just so overwhelming..so much so that I cannot even think of words to desscribe my feelings..scared, excited, prayful...

So thats my week...a huge emotional roller coster..at least tomorrow I will have some good medication! Man, I wish I would have had one more margarita !

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