Okay, so my early morning humor is a little lack luster but I have only consumed one cup of coffee:-)
My brain is in overdrive 24 hours a day, I smell the burnt neurons but yet slowing down in not an option. However, today maybe a mental health day for me. Lately my days have been split down the middle, mornings and early afternoons are completely devoted to homeschooling Logan, which by the way is doing 5th grade curriculum now even though he's technically a 4th grader, my kid rocks;-)
Once school has concluded for the day I then begin my book reviews, writing articles and working on getting my first book signed and published. The route on that endeavor has yet to fully commit on which path to take. When I think I am going one way I split to the right. I have contracts in hand but can't sign on the dotted line just yet which is the most frustrating feeling, just as the ulcer that is camping out in my stomach.
This has been my dream for years, to have my words put out there for the world to read but
subconsciously I'm delaying the dream, not out of fear, not because I dread that two letter word NO. In fact, the rebellious girl LOVES to hear No...Can't...Won't. It stirs me up to the point of I will make it happen and do exactly the opposite of what you say.
I am simply unable to prioritize what I want first. I want my book published but I have an idea for a new book which could be even better then Deadly Deception. I have strong opinions about homeschooling, education, etc. I have been asked to compose articles regarding these issues and to write them with all the passion that I can muster. Do I write the book about my son, his struggles and how he is proving them all wrong. In my heart I want his story told but the emotions override my ability to even finish the first page.
It will come to me and today, Logan and I are going to cuddle on the couch and watch his favorite movies...Finding Nemo, The Incredibles, Cars and Meet the Robinson's.
Logan deserves a metal health day as well;-)