I found out some Bed News... I knew this was going to turn out this way... I just knew it!
I didn’t start smoking until I was 18... My whole family smoked in front of me. So I decided if I was going to die from second hand smoke then I may as well smoke the real thing... I started to smoke... I am now 25 years old.... I had quite for both pregnancy’s, however it never lasted long... The second time I had quit I told my self I would never go back to that filthy habit again...
However I didn’t know what was to come, our youngest son Derek passed away from SIDS... That night I started back up on the smoking habit... I have never quit since then... I have half ass tried.
After my breathing test and my x-ray has came back... It shows that I have early signs of Emphysema.
The Good News is ... We are going to have a baby! I am pregnant! Yeah! I am going by the text book... 5 weeks along... I don’t know why they include the part of the egg coming from the fallopian tube to be part of those weeks of pregnancy. That’s not pregnant, that’s the preparing to get pregnant... that’s a whole different animal all together. But hey, what do I know?!
This time around I am so going to be taking Prenatal Vitamins!
I would really like to have a girl... But when it really comes down to it, I just want a healthy baby that stays with us this time.
Stephen my 5 year old son wants to have a sister... I thought for sure he would want to have a brother... He wants a sister because he has a cousin that is a girl and he really likes her... Her name is Anastasia, but he call her Babs for some reason... He understands what her name is , it’s just, he rather call her Babs.
I told him that if we have a girl then we are going to call her Chloie.
And if we have a boy then Donavan is going to be picking the name...
Stephen said “Sam”... I like the name but unfortunately Stephen calls all his stuffed animals Sam and when we get a dog he wants to call him Sam as well... Everything to him is called Sam.
Question of the Day: How do you quit smoking with out going bazerk? What have you tried? Please comment if have any ideas. Thanks.