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It's that time again, yes, everyone around me is either having a baby or anticipating trying to have a baby. I know, didn't I just post about
this? Anyways,there are two things that I have come to know as my
truths..they may even be universal. The first is that apparently I am
still on the fence about a third child because no matter how many times
I tell myself, I am done and I want to move on with my life, every
single time one of my friends or relatives tells me they are pregnant,
trying to get pregnant or has a baby I get just the tiniest pang of
,"Oooh, I want one." My cousin just had one, and she is absolutely
adorable in every way ,shape and form and , at the mere glimpse of her
photo, I am magically transported out of the house of the screaming
preschoolers, the biting toddler, the bizarro world where I find myself
being sarcastic to children back to that first moment of their first
breaths..where the entire world was magical and wonderful and unicorns
lived, etc. Imagine what would happen to me if I were to be in the same
room with this little blessing, I could quite possibly lose it and
ravish my husband in the instant like a rabid dog trying to consummate
and obtain the fruit of his loins.Seriously, I could not be trusted
that close to a brand new baby. Is it just me? Or is this a pretty
common scenario for Mid thirties Mommies with 2 already? I just about
can't handle it anymore. I feel like I am crazy. I know on Tuesday that
there is no way I want to do this whole ordeal again ( well, to be
honest.. I know that I don't want to intentionally do this again. I
think this is my way of not accepting responsibility if the next one
were not perfect or I found myself ready to pull my hair out in the
middle of some random 3 am awakening. Then what?Who would I blame?) but
by Wednesday I find myself day dreaming at the possibility. I don't
know how this is going to come out but I think I need to be protected
from myself:) I don't think I have to worry too much, seeing as my
husband is on "hell nah" patrol and he will be working out of town a
lot soon. Thankfully, saving me from myself!

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