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So finally got a couple minutes alone and had to bring the dog to the vet. I must have bugged my hubs for 6 hours yesterday about how I was excited to be home by myself for a couple hours today so I could just do NOTHING! Well instead I had to bring Roxy to the vet…I was bummed to say the least! I have been so just blah the past week. Having PMS (everything triggers rages when I have PMS), and mind you, because of breastfeeding I just got my period back 3 months ago, and being manic on top of it…not cool, not cool at all. Anyway, it ended up kind of working out, Roxy & I were only at the vet a short time so I was still able to drop Mason off with my mother in law and come home and have my alone time…

 

As I stated up top there, I have been kind of an emotional roller coaster this week, snippy, snappy, hyper, mean, anxious etc. so after I dropped off Mason I had the brilliant idea that I was just going to start smoking again, screw it! Yup I am going to poison my body with cigarettes after quitting almost 2 years ago… so I stopped at the store, marched up to the counter, bought a pack of USA Gold Lights, got in my car and realized I don’t smoke anymore, therefore I don’t keep a lighter handy… so light bulb moment! I have a car lighter. So I searched my car for it, found it, put it in, pressed and it didn’t seem to be working so I being the not so bright gal that I am touched it, burnt my finger, ouch! Yeah, you would think that would be enough to get me to umm, I don’t know realize it’s not meant to be! But nope I was determined, so I lit the cigarette and inhaled…instead of feeling relaxed, I felt vomit working its way up the pipes! I thought I was going to HURL! Needless to say, my smoking dream, went up in smoke… ha ha, ok not that funny…

 

I’ll tell you this no health insurance bullshit is really starting to take its toll on me… I finally went and tried for disability for the 1st time since I was 18 and they made my life hell… it definitely has been going better this time around but certainly is a long process. Four out of five of my diagnosed illnesses are on the top of the list! It should be a quick easy process, I just want to be on medication and not have it cost me like a bazillion dollars a month…the waiting game continues…

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