Okay, so I know that nothing in life comes easily, but there are sometimes that I wish that it did. I am trying to get my Virtual Assisting Business up and running and it's proving slow. I will admit that I am the type of person who likes to get things done now, not have to wait. But it is a waiting game.
I enjoy virtual assisting and I know that I would be great at it. Mostly though, I am really tired of getting up at 3:45am to go to work Monday through Friday. I only work a few hours, but after a year, it's starting to get to me. I am on my computer constantly and I know that I would enjoy this work more than my current job. I would actually be able to spend some time with my family and not have to go to bed by 9pm at the very latest every night. I wouldn't be so tired during the day that I wouldn't feel like I am a horrible mom because I can hardly spend time with my daughter.
Ever since I started the early morning job, I have been a mom who yells. I hate that about myself. I try so hard not to, but it seems like once a week, my sleep is severely comprised and I just want to sleep during the day and all my daughter wants to do is spend time with me. How sad is that. I have just been praying that God will help me launch this endeavor, not just for my sanity, but for the sake of my family as well.