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So, it has been a long time since I first posted. I honestly got completely side tracked...Us bipolar folk tend to be gung-ho on something one day and the next, forget that we were going to be the (in my case) "best blogger EVER."
Not much has changed since the first post minus, winter(or lack thereof!) turning to spring, spring turning to summer, my kid turning 1 in a couple weeks ahhh! Where did the time go! And of course being the "mommy of the year" at least in my mind, I decided to throw my dear Mason some over the top birthday party with "The Very Hungry Caterpillar" being the theme... GO ME (said with very little enthusiasm). I tried telling myself, well at least a lot of the crafty stuff I can do myself, which I have done already, go me (said with lots of enthusiasm)! Minus the fact that I have maybe one very small, minuscule even, bone in my body tucked wayyy down in somewhere I am actually quite impressed with how they came out.
On a more serious note, the past couple of months have also been pretty trying and sad. Growing up in a very small town people know each other from preschool to eternity. Two boys that I grew up with, hung out, got into trouble with, spent every summer day with, passed away tragically in separate car accidents 2 months to the day apart.
I have been having a very hard time with one more than the other for obvious reasons and some, not so obvious…
Other than this, life has been life. I am still awaiting medication and NY to officially want to help mentally ill people in more ways than they are. I am holding on by a single thread most days, but somehow pulling through. Every single day I am so grateful to wake up to the most beautiful boys in the world…