I woke up earlier to a Billy Joel song-Paino Man
. I don't know where it came from but it is one of my Billy Joel 's favorite songs. Like his other songs, this one is a catchy song.
Now I'm listening to his CD of all his favorites. He is one of my favorite artists.
It is interesting how a lot of the music out there influence us. Not just how the song has been sung, but how most of the lyrics we can relate to. Some have favorite artist with their favorite music, while others just has a favorite song and no more. To me, it doesn't matter. I just know a lot of my favorite artists has more than one song where I can relate to the lyrics. It does become personal.
So I'm trying to stay awake...waiting for Tim to get ready for bed. He has to have the hour after the g-tube feeding before he lies down and put on the bipap. He is really fringy about stuff like that. I had been sleeping but he awoke me and with it being so close to put him to bed, I'm afraid if I go back to bed I'll sleep longer than I should. But I did find myself talking in my sleep. Questioning something that was in my dream. I can't explain it...but have you had a dream that sort of made sense but didn't and yet you find yourself talking in your sleep?
So many of my dreams does have a meaning to it...and if I write it down right away I can eventually interpret the dream. However I have had dreams that are just plain stupid, doesn't make sense at all or just stupid things happen in the dream. You know what I mean? Yet there are those dreams that make perfect sense...does have its' own story line and easily you can interpret it. And at times that alone can be scary. And yes, many times it does give me anxiety when the dream does come true. I've had many of my dreams and/or nightmares come true. Not right away but within weeks and months, they do. It really does angry me when it does. It does bring my fears up.
Well...I'm feel like I'm going back to sleep. So I'll write later when it makes alot of sense...like when my brain is far more awake and my fingers are not doing all the talking. Maybe I'm in a New York state of mind....lol
Hope you enjoy the song I dropped off. Later!