After Friday there’s going to be a new revised Elle. I’m having a lower eyelid revision and I have my wonderful Graves disease to thank for it. I’m kind of freaked out because I’m going to be awake for it. I don’t know how I’ll feel as that needle gets close to my eyes, Yikes! At least my insurance will pay for it. That was a big surprise. I figured they’d say no and then I wouldn’t actually have to go through with it. So it’s now or never. I didn’t think I’d be getting plastic surgery on my face at my age. I always thought it I got plastic surgery it would be a tummy tuck. After 4 kids, 3 of whom were over 9 lbs, that’s what I really need. I do hate these puffy bags under my eyes and think that they look horrible. I don’t like pictures of myself because of them and feel like they are so noticeable. I do get “You look tired” a lot. I’ll be happy to look in the mirror and have them finally be gone. I’m nervous now and by Friday morning I’ll be super nervous.

Elle