Mother's day is bittersweet for me now. This is the first year I will be celebrating Mother's day without my mom. My daughter wants to please me and make me happy. I want to be happy for her, but its so hard to do. I can't help but miss my mom. This holiday will never be the same for me. I want to remember and think of my mom and I hope that as time goes on these memories will not hurt so much. I wrote a little about how I am feeling, thinking that getting it out would help. It does a bit.